msg record:
2009 is at your doorstep! :) Rmb, life is short, break the rules, forgive&forget quickly, love truly, laugh uncontrollably, & never regret anything that made you smile.send to all the ppl tht you love & do not want to lose in 2009,including me. if you get 3sms back you're a great person:-)
from: Dolamo
11:14pm 31-DEC-08

2009 is at your doorstep! :) Rmb, life is short, break the rules, forgive&forget quickly, love truly, laugh uncontrollably, & never regret anything that made you smile.send to all the ppl tht you love & do not want to lose in 2009,including me. if you get 3sms back you're a great person:-)
from: Kaching:))
11:25pm 31-DEC-08

今天是2008的最后一天一生只能经历一次，在此我将一堆心送给你，纯洁友谊靠真心，心心相惜是知心，祝你天天都开心，心，真心，千颗心，万颗心，正如我心，希望一切随你心，愿你年年都开心！一切都顺心
from: May
11:26pm 31-DEC-08

新的1年开始，祝你好事接2连3，心情4季如春，生活5颜6色，7彩缤纷，偶尔8点小财，烦恼抛到9霄云外。请接受我10心10意的祝福。=D
from: Yanxi
11:42pm 31-DEC-08

Happy new year!! :)
from: Salty^ ^
11:44pm 31-DEC-08

2009 is at your doorstep! :) Rmb, life is short, break the rules, forgive&forget quickly, love truly, laugh uncontrollably, & never regret anything that made you smile.send to all the ppl tht you love & do not want to lose in 2009,including me. if you get 3sms back you're a great person:-)
from: Zoo'~
11:50pm 31-DEC-08

Happy new year^ ^ may ur 2009 b fully blessed^ ^
from: Rawker bean=)
11:52pm 31-DEC-08

2009 is at your doorstep! :) Rmb, life is short, break the rules, forgive&forget quickly, love truly, laugh uncontrollably, & never regret anything that made you smile.send to all the ppl tht you love & do not want to lose in 2009,including me. if you get 3sms back you're a great person:-)
from: Vivien
11:56pm 31-DEC-08

say goodbye to 2008 and say hello to 2009...wishing you&family new year full of success, good health& prosperity..
from: Xinjie
12:03am 1-JAN-09

Happy new year ya'll..:)
from: Zoo'~
12:08am 1-JAN-09

2009 is at your doorstep! :) Rmb, life is short, break the rules, forgive&forget quickly, love truly, laugh uncontrollably, & never regret anything that made you smile.send to all the ppl tht you love & do not want to lose in 2009,including me. if you get 3sms back you're a great person:-)
from: Liting O.o
12:52am 1-JAN-09

Yup..thank you very muchi!! may our friendship lasts for eva!! really appreciate to hv u for my firned, let's jia you together for 2009 too!!
from: Kaching:))
12:59am 1-JAN-09

2009 is at your doorstep! :) Rmb, life is short, break the rules, forgive&forget quickly, love truly, laugh uncontrollably, & never regret anything that made you smile.send to all the ppl tht you love & do not want to lose in 2009,including me. if you get 3sms back you're a great person:-)
from: Dory Fish~
1:01am 1-JAN-09

Happy new year and hope you will have a good and happy 2009..
from: 老公xinyi
1:09am 1-JAN-09

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本来是打算带着笑脸迎接新年的。但是很多时候，很多事情都是身不由己。
转眼间，一年又过去了，时光飞逝，没有等待任何人，也没有流连任何事就这样过去了。

已经很久没有见到家人了，常常连思念他们的心我也忘记了。爸爸发给我的email充满着悲伤与无奈，我却也只是一时感到愧疚，然后又继续过着我自私的生活。
我依然以很冷淡的态度对待David。对那些把他当作我的叔叔的人，我总是很感激。我的家，不在我住的地方，而是在我的心里。
学校...很多时候我还是感到力不从心。
庄子曰：“吾生也有涯，而知也无涯，以有涯随无涯，殆己！已而为知者，殆而已矣。”要做到活到老，学到老，不是一件容易的事。有的时很虽然感到精疲力尽，但是还是要坚持走下去。
朋友们...每次想到她们，我就会打从心底的笑出来。=)
同时我又会很难过。快乐的日子越多，离别的时候我会越舍不得。新的一年过去，代表离别越来越近了。我只希望在剩下的两年里，能为朋友们做更多的事，创造更多值得珍惜的回忆与快乐的时光。=)

每年我都有很多的愿望，而现在的我只想全心全意地信靠上帝。
今天是2008年的最后一天。亦是结束，也是开始。
如同生命一样，结束代表着开始。
我打开房间的窗户，迎接新的一年。
回顾着过往，展望着未来。=)

我们若要生活，就该为自己建造一种充满感受、思索和行动的时钟，用它来代替这个枯燥、单调、以愁闷来扼杀心灵，带有责备意味和冷冷地滴答着的时间。－－高尔基

希望明天下小雨。=)
and
HAPPY NEW YEAR!

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went Marina Square this morning=3
hohoho Akatsuki bought her 'boyfriend' as christmas present for us. XD

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hmm.
the cactus Xianling gave me is still lying on my table.(for quite a few months already. I think. :X)
momo visited me a few weeks ago, and promised to give me a pot. (I dont have one at home that's why I haven't plant the cactus>_<)
ook..It's an excuse.

message record:
momo: Ys...remember last time I say want get you a small pot for your cactus? Tomorrow I bring...Your cactus still alive?
me: Haha..I don't kw if it was still alive or not :X
momo: Eeek! You so bad..It's a life...><'' haha u got soil at home? If not i bring too..
me: T-T ok..help me bring soil also>_<

That' why I always say I can't keep any plants or pets at home...because I know I won't take good care of them. >_<~
but anyway...tomorrow meeting Lihui, Grace, Yanxi & Kaching~~ xD
and the day after tomorrow momo will bring pot for me. oh I mean for cactus.(I dont need pot. =X)
so you must stay alive cactus!>_<...
but are you still alive? Seriouly...I'm not sure about this. =X

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昨天晚上看韩剧《伊甸之东》看到4:00am =X

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The Alchemist picked up a book that someone in the caravan had brought. Leafing through the pages, he found a story about Narcissus.
The alchemist knew the legend of Narcissus, a youth who knelt daily beside a lake to contemplate his own beauty. He was so fascinated by himself that, one morning, he fell into the lake and drowned. At the spot where he fell, a flower was born, which was called the narcissus.


But this was not how the author of the book,Oscar Wilde ended the story. He said that when Narcissus died, the goddesses of the forest appeared and found the lake, which had been fresh water, transformed into a lake of salty tears.
"Why do you weep?" the goddesses asked.
"I weep for Narcissus," the lake replied.
"Ah, it is no surprise that you weep for Narcissus," they said, "for though we always pursued him in the forest, you alone could contemplate his beauty close at hand."
"But...was Narcissus beautiful?" the lake asked.
"Who better than you to know that?" the goddesses said in wonder. "After all, it was by your banks that he knelt each day to contemplate himself!"
The lake was silent for some time.
Finally, it said: "I weep for Narcissus, but I never noticed that Narcissus was beautiful.
I weep because, each time he knelt beside my banks, I could see, in the depths of his eyes, my own beauty reflected."



"What a lovely story," the alchemist thought.

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平安夜的早上我在地铁站碰到了Grace。
于是我们边聊天边坐地铁到Pasir Ris 等Lihui来。=)

本来我们的计划是去放风筝，但是因为下雨，所以就在附近的mac坐下聊天。我忽然想起，去年的圣诞节也在下着雨呢。转眼间，一年有过去了。我已经很久没有和Grace 还有Lihui出去了。
随便的聊几句，一切又仿佛回到以前我们曾有过的那些快乐的日子。只是，以前所讲的人与事都已经变成了过去式。
和有些朋友的缘分，也注定变成了往事。
我们聊了很多。
以前的人与事，现在的朋友与学校，以及未来的我们。
虽然我们一直向前走着，但有时也会走回过去，徘徊在过去的回忆里，流连忘返。
对未来，总是会多多少少充满一些恐惧感吧?
不安，不肯定。
但是在我内心深处，我知道有一份平安在里面。上帝那着一盏灯在为来的路上等待着我。=)
谢谢Lihui,也谢谢Grace。=)




“在这个星球上存在着一种伟大的真理：无论你是谁，或无论你想做什么事，当你真心想得到某种东西时，那是因为这种愿望产生宇宙的灵魂。这就是你来到世间的使命。

A philosophy of life: I'm an adventurer, looking for treasure. ”

Everyone on earth has a treasure that awaits him.
You've got to find the treasure, so that everything you have learned along the way can make sense.
There is only one way to learn. It's through action.
Wherever your heart is, there you will find your treasure.

Listen to your heart. It knows all things, because it came from the Soul of the World and it will one day return there.

excerpts from O Alquimista by Paulo Coelho

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今天是平安夜。
我刚刚发现我丢了一件很重要的东西。
其实我也是很难过。='(

Silent night, holy night,
all is calm, all is bright
round yon virgin
mother and child.
Holy infant, so tender and mild,
sleep in heavenly peace,
sleep in heavenly peace.

Silent night, holy night,
shepherds quake at the sight;
glories stream from heaven afar,
heavenly hosts sing Alleluia!
Christ the Savior is born,
Christ the Savior is born!

Silent night, holy night,
Son of God, love's pure light;
radiant beams from thy holy face with the dawn of redeeming grace,
Jesus, Lord, at thy birth,
Jesus, Lord, at thy birth.

在一个下雪的天气里，一个卖报纸的小男孩为了躲避寒冷，跑进了附近的教堂休息。他坐在最后面，听着牧师在台上讲圣经。听着听着，小男孩被感动了。等牧师讲完，开始从前面传奉献袋。每个人都放了一些钱进去袋子里。当袋子传到小男孩那里时，他做了一件让所有人吃惊的事：他把袋子放在一旁，然后自己站在袋子上面。牧师惊讶地问他为什么这样做，小男孩流着眼泪说：“今天下雪，我没有卖掉报纸，所以没有钱。但是如果真的有这么一位神愿意为我而献出他的生命，那么我也愿意把我的生命交托给他。”

P.S. it's merry CHRISTmas >_< x' mas

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''Perhaps I’m exaggerating, but I think people meet each other because their destinies are connected. To be able to meet unexpectedly in a limited time, I believe it’s a miracle.
Before I met you, I was like these kids; I only knew how to dream. However, words cannot describe how lucky I am right now. If this is a dream, I hope I will never wake up. If this is reality, even if it’s only a moment, I don't care. I can say proudly that I’m doing great.
Just thinking about you now, my heart feels warm. To me you’re where the sun is. Even though you seem cold on the outside, inside, your heart is like sun.
I’m probably not the only one who thinks this way, because you have so much charm. From your paintings, I also saw those who also felt your charm and your talent. There will be many others in the future too. Amongst them, you will shine brightly.
It’s my greatest happiness if I can just stay by your side and silently protect you. ''
——Ibuki Mano

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read some manga...=)

cat street
''Before the curtain comes down for the finale, I will make sure I stand on my own feet.
Can I continue walking forward with everyone? Can I bring dreams to someone else?

From now on we will still step onto countless dark paths, and we will probably get lost, hurt or depressed again; and we will probably pray countless times for happiness. But we already know the path to happiness.
On the rooftop, there are four bronze cats.''

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In the morning...
I went sam's house to take the toy house.=3
kamsahamnida Samantha~ o(^-^)O

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